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21st-Apr-2014 05:46 pm - Classes

Burn out mode with college. Ugh.
Must push through!

Just hire me already! Realize my awesomeness and have a little faith!

5th-Apr-2014 10:20 pm - Saturday

Live Journal, I am glad you are still here. I don't visit you as often as I should, yet always assume you'll stick around. It's similar to some family members, I suppose.

It's Saturday evening, I am sitting in the recliner, trying my best not to get sucked into a Game of Thrones marathon. Sterling and his two friends are in the back room playing DND or Pathfinder or w/e it is.

We went to see Captain America today. It was enjoyable, especially since we haven't been to the theatre in a while. Inside the theatre is a comic book store and they were busy since it was national Tabletop Day (my husband informs me). Our friend Matt was there, he is a big gamer and was there for some events. I met Matt through Sterling, and he was always one of Sterling's friends I enjoyed talking to. I think Matt liked me more than Sterling actually. We haven't seen him in a few years, he looked good. We chatted about how we both got our degree and were both working on our graduate degree. It was a brief conversation, but him and I texted a bit after that. Hopefully we can all meet up soon. I don't like a lot of people, so it's good to hang on to the friendships I do have.

I got a hair color and cut last week and cannot stand that she gave me bangs and layers when I did NOT ask for them, in addition to cutting three inches off!!

There are other things I would like to write about, but the keyboard on my phone is irritating me, and my neck hurts from staring at my phone all evening. I guess I will go get lost in GoT after all......

12th-Nov-2013 11:33 pm - Sleep beckons me

I was going to play on here a bit and update. But my ambien and pillow are a power duo I cannot defeat.

12th-Nov-2013 11:29 pm - Back to class

My journey to my Masters Degree begins this week. Taking a professor I took my final semester of undergrad. Business Ethics. He is actually a district attorney for San Antonio. Lots of interesting stories.
Taking one class per 11 week semesters. Hoping all goes well.

12th-Nov-2013 11:21 pm - The Big 40

Friday was my 40th birthday. My coworkers were kind enough to not celebrate per my request. Birthday drama always ensues, people get nasty attitudes and ugly comments are made if someone doesn't participate. Silliness I don't care to be a part of.
When I got home from work, I walked in to see roses, a card, and cupcakes from my daughter.

Meant the world to me. She is always the highlight of my day.
She is such an amazing young woman. ❤️

Later that evening Sterling's parents took us out to eat. Pasta is always a plus! Or is it, pasta a plus size girl always makes? Eh, true in my case anyway.

When I walked in from work today I had these on the table.

My favorite!
By now the roses are in full bloom

I wish I could transport them to work so I could enjoy them during the day.

So yeah, 40..

Not depressed about it but not shouting from the mountain tops either.

2nd-Nov-2013 10:23 pm - Update

Today was a good Saturday. Sterling and I got along pretty good today. My emotions bounce back and fourth on marriage. Some days I am very ready to bail, most days in fact. Others, I know it's a struggle and isn't supposed to be easy. I do love him. Love is hard.

I felt good when I woke up today. Did a few loads of laundry and cleaned the kitchen. Why are men so turned on by women doing the dishes???

I was able to relax and watch some DVR shows. My back started hurting intensely after my morning chores. Osteoarthritis is a bitch. I found a heating pad which provided a little relief. Tried to take a mid day nap, one of my favorite things in the world, but pain wouldn't really allow it.

Friday I turn 40. I tell myself it's no big deal, but part of me laments.
The following Monday I start my first graduate level class. I am neither excited or nervous about it. I don't know why. It just seems like the next move to make.

Work is "meh". My biggest issue is the low wage. Trying to get the initial tenure in so I can post out. I am aware of the many good things about my job, and am so grateful to even have one.

Signing off for now. Clean sheets and candlelight are making me sleepy.
Come here sleep, you sexy beast.

8th-Oct-2013 10:02 pm(no subject)

Starting my Masters on November 11th.

12th-Sep-2013 10:56 pm - Degree Completed

I completed my Bachelor Degree last month. I am scheduled to start on my Masters Degree in Feb 2014, but I have a lot of decisions to make so things could change regarding school.
Also, do I want to pile on even more debt?

I am posting for jobs in hopes something will be a good match. Leaving San Antonio would be ideal.

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